Thursday, April 30, 2009

AN ANSWER.............

i really dont know why i have named this post what i have. at present i myself don't have any idea about what my own state of mind is. funny........isn't it?

i just finished reading a book. a book i have grown so fond of that i don't want to share even its name with anyone right now. i book that has awaken a hope deep inside my heart that one day all of my questions are going to get answered. the decisions that i took inspite of my own cries of pain, of loneliness and of plain fear are all going to be proved right one day.

i love you god and i promise myself that i will survive till that day. the day when i will be able to feel the happiness which i deserve. AMEN.........

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

i will survive...........

i was thinking since so many days about posting something which could truley describe as what i have been feeling since so many days. today while watching the movie rock on i saw k.d. singing this song i a party. the words that struck me were, "i will survive". i searched for this song on net and found the song. i checked the lyrics and got bowled. it is something so encouraging and provoking. i instantly fell in love with this song. so these are the magical lyrics which pulled me out from a very raw mood........

first i was afraid, i was petrified
kept thinkin i could never live without you by my side
but then i spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
and i grew strong, and i learned how to get along

and so you're back, from outer sace
i just walked in to find you here, with that sad look upon your face
i should've changed that stupid lock, i should have magde you leave your key
if i'd have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

go on now go, walk out the door,
just turn around now, cause you're not welcome anymore.
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with good-bye,
you think i'd crumble, you think i'd lay down and die.

oh, no not i, i will survive,
oh as long as i know how to love, i know i'll stay alive
i've got all my life to live, i've got all my love to give
and i, i will survive, i will survive....hey, hey.

it took all the strenght i had, not to fall apart
just trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,
and i spent oh so many nights just feeling sorry for myself,
i used to cry, but now i hold my hewad up high.

and you see me, somebody new,
i'm not that chained up little person still in love with you.
and so you felt like dropping in, and just expect me to be free,
but now i'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's loving me.

go on now go, walk out the door.
just turn around now, 'cause you're not welcome anymore.
weren't you the one who tried to break me with good-bye,
you think i'd crumble, you think i'd lay down and die,

oh no not i, i will survive
oh as long as i know how to love, i know i'll stay alive,
i've got all my life to live, i've got all my love to give,
i will survive, i will survive.......



i found so many versions of the song on net but i think the original song is written by dino fekaris and freddie perren and performed by gloria gaynor.

you can listen to the song here.
http://www.mp3raid.com/search/download-mp3/1/gloria_gaynor_i_will_survive.html